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I don't have a photo where everyone is looking at the camera.
EVEN THOUGH WE TOOK LIKE...10 SHOTS OR SMTHNG.
Guess 5 shots at a go and the b0iz lose concentration.
Neoprint phail.
Anyway, at Cun's house after dinner where I got conned because
1) Got B&Js at his house.
2) Got apple strudel to eat
3) Watch 500 days of Summer
4) I can bring my work over to do while they watch.
THEY ENDED UP WATCHING SOCCER.
Lucky I had my work ah.
Then we bedwarmed Cun's new queensized bed in the dark haha.
Then pillow beat him up.
His room isn't so empty anymore.
Poor boy. His nails also got painted by Ronald when they came over to my place to get my stuff.
Neon pink and some champagne colour.
Cunzhi's mom saw it and went..."AIYO! WHY PAINT UNTIL SO BADLY!"
haha so cute. I mean any other mom would've gone WHY YOU PAINT YOUR NAILS PINK.
Anw I like my nailpolish. They look better on my nails though.
Or maybe Xiong's....lust after his girly nails so nice.
K end off with Mao being extremely happy.
Never see him look so happy before.\
He gotz abz!
Listening to David Guetta makes me happier.
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| When all my resistance will never be distance enough
Aiyo why my design cannot magically appear in drawings.
Aiyo why I do curves when I dunno how to draw curves.
Aiyo.
Aiyo.
Aiyo why I choose site which twists from horizontal to vertical.
Aiyo why this why that.
REMIND ME TO DO EVERYTHING IN STRAIGHT LINES NEXT TIME.
UGH.
So stupid.
I want to quit everything. Quit life.
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| there is too much to be said that cannot be put down here.
i am, i have to be, i must be strong.
my family, my work, my emotions, everything is so overwhelming right now,
none of it really much good.
i actually feel quite stupid, no scratch that, extremely stupid, that i put myself in at least one of these shitty feelings that i'm feeling right now.
but really, what was i supposed to say?
it's like a freefall; heart clenched, mind screaming,
i only wish it was one of those freefall feelings i get when i'm sleeping, only to have to jerk myself and whack my bed and know that i'm safely on my bed.
too bad i have no safety net this round.
catch me.
she says.
it takes understanding to read chaos as a complex organized system.
i must be blind.
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| Why do I feel like I'm losing a good friend again,
You know, if someone doesn't want to talk to me then just let me know,
It's so much better for my brain than intermittent replies or disappearing.
It's not like I'm violent or anything, afterall, what can I do?
Sometimes, I wonder, what I'm good for.
Not just my sagely advice surely.
Note how sarcasm rings so sweetly.
Maybe some people just move on after they get bored.
Who am I to care? Life still has to go on.
A part of me wished this friendship never occurred, then again, it's a struggle.
Ha ha.. pawns.
Anyway tonight was... korean food!
Then I got conned into watching soccer.
But there was ben and jerry's and apple strudel so all was well.
And I could do my work on the floor while they.... commented on the tv.
Meet my good friend, he has a glow in the dark tshirt.
Which we were trying to take a picture of with the lens cap on SO SMART.
Anyway, yes. glow in the dark tshirt.
So awesome.
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