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| It's like the totally wrong time to do this considering I haven't even started cadding my plans out and who knows how long that'll take.
But while I was treating myself to bubble tea today, (cos got no car so I had to go clementi so I got bubble tea to ... reward myself. but then I took cab home cos I was so tired so it kinda defeated the purpose haha)
I CAME ACROSS THE MOST GORGEOUS NAIL POLISH COLOURS EVERRRRRR.
Okay I like them anyway.
So,
Yeah I'm like obsessed with turquoise and blue. and purple. and black and white but technically the latter 2 aren't colours.
SO PRETTY. AND THEY'RE MATTE COLOURS WHICH MAKE THEM ALL THE MORE AWESOME.
Was abit apprehensive of buying them cos it was from like pasar malam...cheapo kinda colour things...
But they go on great!!!! Just need top coat to make them shiny.... plus they don't really smell like nail polish that much which makes me wonder.
Oh who cares, in the name of vanity, please remind me to remove them in 3 days I'm quite scared what they might do to my nails should I forget and leave them on too long.
Couldn't decide which to paint so I painted both colours. To lazy to do 2 colours also.
Which reminds me, whilst running up and down to print my a3s for submission today,
I tripped and broke like half my big toenail.
SIAN. I fell down on the steps lucky nobody saw. Then it was hurting but as usual all I thought of was like oh damn I'm gonna get an orhcheh on my knee.
Then I ran to the printing room and waited to get my stuff printed and I was wondering WHY IS MY TOE STINGING.
Then I looked down and saw my birks in a bloody mess.
SIAN. But really veh pain now. And I can't pull it off cos it'll expose like...too much of the under nail flesh whatever it's called.
Ugh. So gross shudders. But I'm not gonna be like Sheralyn and post shudder inducing pictures of human wounds.
So I have finally submitted my design stuff last friday. Thank goodness for that.
Had to have an army helping make my model on that thursday night.
My sisters are awesome! Well but considering they haven't gone to school the entire of the last week of school.....
They can stay up late what. Haha.
Product of all our hard work of cutting triangles. Mind you each triangle is separated from the next by a 2mmx2mm square. Which had to be cut. And which had to be fixed on with a pair of tweezers because no human hands can hold and glue such a small square.
Each strip of triangles takes me 15mins to cut (and I'm considered fast) and we had about 6 or 7 strips of triangles in this STUPID SMALL MODEL.
Apart from the fact that it looks esplanadish, I quite like it. I think.
And no, I did not get inspiration from the esplanade, it just so happened it looks the same.
Scale-like, the tutors said. And so organic that I have no idea how to even build it.
Haha eh but effort anyway.
Quite chio what. The interior shadows are actually quite cool in my study model which is quite ugly.
Owells like claws.
And just because I'm the queen of time wasters when there's insanely much to do
(I think it's a me thing, I know I can't finish yet I insist on wasting time. I've kinda... finished watching america's next top model shortie season save for the last ep, stayed on track with desperate housewives and gossip girl, a few eps of project runway, oh and read both eclipse and breaking dawn AGAIN ... okay I haven't finished breaking dawn yet but still....)
I'll leave with a last picture of this model. 
Yes I know incoherent much but I'm loving HER HAIR and the clash of the boots and the bag.
AND TOTALLY LOVING her portable garden of a bag.
Just too romantic. And then she's like nautical.
But then she just looks like she's on a normal shopping day out, clueless as to where to go.
LOVE IT.
Sigh, I really should get started.
2A1s by tmr, how in the world am I gonna finish that.
Oya my polishes are for loan if anyone wants to borrow them! IMU ALLLLL.
And I get that this is an extremely bimbo post. Nail polish....yeah but exactly. That's how interesting my life is.
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I don't have a photo where everyone is looking at the camera.
EVEN THOUGH WE TOOK LIKE...10 SHOTS OR SMTHNG.
Guess 5 shots at a go and the b0iz lose concentration.
Neoprint phail.
Anyway, at Cun's house after dinner where I got conned because
1) Got B&Js at his house.
2) Got apple strudel to eat
3) Watch 500 days of Summer
4) I can bring my work over to do while they watch.
THEY ENDED UP WATCHING SOCCER.
Lucky I had my work ah.
Then we bedwarmed Cun's new queensized bed in the dark haha.
Then pillow beat him up.
His room isn't so empty anymore.
Poor boy. His nails also got painted by Ronald when they came over to my place to get my stuff.
Neon pink and some champagne colour.
Cunzhi's mom saw it and went..."AIYO! WHY PAINT UNTIL SO BADLY!"
haha so cute. I mean any other mom would've gone WHY YOU PAINT YOUR NAILS PINK.
Anw I like my nailpolish. They look better on my nails though.
Or maybe Xiong's....lust after his girly nails so nice.
K end off with Mao being extremely happy.
Never see him look so happy before.\
He gotz abz!
Listening to David Guetta makes me happier.
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| When all my resistance will never be distance enough
Aiyo why my design cannot magically appear in drawings.
Aiyo why I do curves when I dunno how to draw curves.
Aiyo.
Aiyo.
Aiyo why I choose site which twists from horizontal to vertical.
Aiyo why this why that.
REMIND ME TO DO EVERYTHING IN STRAIGHT LINES NEXT TIME.
UGH.
So stupid.
I want to quit everything. Quit life.
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| there is too much to be said that cannot be put down here.
i am, i have to be, i must be strong.
my family, my work, my emotions, everything is so overwhelming right now,
none of it really much good.
i actually feel quite stupid, no scratch that, extremely stupid, that i put myself in at least one of these shitty feelings that i'm feeling right now.
but really, what was i supposed to say?
it's like a freefall; heart clenched, mind screaming,
i only wish it was one of those freefall feelings i get when i'm sleeping, only to have to jerk myself and whack my bed and know that i'm safely on my bed.
too bad i have no safety net this round.
catch me.
she says.
it takes understanding to read chaos as a complex organized system.
i must be blind.
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| Why do I feel like I'm losing a good friend again,
You know, if someone doesn't want to talk to me then just let me know,
It's so much better for my brain than intermittent replies or disappearing.
It's not like I'm violent or anything, afterall, what can I do?
Sometimes, I wonder, what I'm good for.
Not just my sagely advice surely.
Note how sarcasm rings so sweetly.
Maybe some people just move on after they get bored.
Who am I to care? Life still has to go on.
A part of me wished this friendship never occurred, then again, it's a struggle.
Ha ha.. pawns.
Anyway tonight was... korean food!
Then I got conned into watching soccer.
But there was ben and jerry's and apple strudel so all was well.
And I could do my work on the floor while they.... commented on the tv.
Meet my good friend, he has a glow in the dark tshirt.
Which we were trying to take a picture of with the lens cap on SO SMART.
Anyway, yes. glow in the dark tshirt.
So awesome.
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